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Suddenly feel like blogging.. just finished my supper cooked by my lovely husband.. no wonder ppl always say gers will gain weight after marriage.. yeah its true..haha.. its called happiness !!

hmm just browse thru my wedding day photos in my facebook a/c..reali miss that day badly..cuz i reali had lots of fun and joy.. most most touching moments is when my husband had actually bought a new pair of DEstinee wedding bands as my vday present for me, knelt down and put on the ring for me again.. some people might be wondering how come i need a new wedding band as i had my solenmised my wedding on 12 Jan 2008.. the reason is i had lost both my proposal and wedding band few weeks before my wedding..i reali nv expect that my wedding day falls on vday and he still buy me a vday present as a surprise for me.. i still remembered that we still met up on 13 feb but i tink he rushed to buy for me once we parted.. reali wants to thanks all his bros, my sis, my frens, relatives, his frens, relatives, neighbours, our colleagues for attending our wedding to make me a very happy bride
 

Nw shall talk abt my new life stayin in punggol with my dearest husband staying together is not difficult for me cause i stayed with him before we settled down..hehe..My daily event is quite routine.. After work i will buy our dinner home cuz i knocked off earlier..then i will have my dinner first then when he came back hm, he will have his dinner..after tt he will do the clearing..expenses is getting higher when we have our own flat..His expenses is even higher cuz he needs to pay for hse bills, our hp bills, groceries, reno loan etc but he is reali a very responsible guy..willing to suffer and let wife enjoy life..But we just wans to lead a very simple life like now i duno hw to cook so everyday i will buy dinner back.. But lucky thing is my sweet husband doesnt mind..he doesnt mind if i dun know how to cook, dun do hsework, everyday only knows how to eat and zzz,  and everyday after dinner he needs to do the clearing,he needs to wash and iron our clothes etc.. life as my husband is very tiring..somemore he needs to stand my da xiao temper..hehe..all these are the reasons why i always feels that im very xin fu
 

Talking abt our career.. hmm abt my career i nv expect much cuz working in samudera i reali feel very happy with cute and wonderful colls.. althou sometimes conflicts will occur but all these are unavoidable for every companies..As long as i work there feeling happy, my husband also feels very happy for me.. last time had intentions to look for a higher pay with better prospect jobs..but my husband told me higher pay = more OTs = more stressful = no time to spend money..hehe..in the end i stayed cuz i chose happiness more.. As a wife, whenever i see my husband work so hard whereas i had such relax job, i also feel very heartpain for him.. but he always tells me its guys duties to work tiring job..tts y they are call man.. Auditors is a very bz job but i nv felt neglected by him..he will plan his time very well..he dont bring work home..he rather stayed until very late in the office when i went back to parents hse to stay 1 time weekly.. he also tried his best to make fri available for me to bring me out.. BTW I wans to congrats him on his promotion tis yr Jia you..his hard work will pays off one fine day..

People have been asking me when i wan to gif birth..haha..now got own hse i wan to have more er ren shi jie first..planning for bb needs major planning lo.. needs to sacrifice alot..bt im sure my husband will sacrifice more than me..im nt so worried abt baby stuff cuz im sure my husband wont push everything to me..haha..im worried abt weight gain, stretch marks, fleckles.. hmm bt baby is a must after marriage so next yr see how ba..haha..

Nw im looking forward to our honeymoon..hehe..july 20th (husband bday).. althou is quite short… 10 days only but as long as loving, everyday also honeymoon..hehe..

recently some of my frens had relationship probs and they felt very hurt.. i reali wants to tell them good guys still exist..sometimes is gd to have failed relationship cuz u will gain more exp.. Just make sure history wont repeat itself again.. having failed r.s now is better than later cuz u have time to choose wisely again..cheer up
 

Time reali reali flies..the day that me and hubby always look forward to is over !! I reali feel very happy and xin fu on that day!! all thanks to my pretty JIE MEIS and his handsome bros..haha..Not forgetting all his cousins help to drive all of us ard here and there..

JIE MEI angela and fang reached my hse at 8-9pm..then carol reach ard 4am, qi and ting also reached very early.. They reali helped me alot..did alot planning for me then fang sew some decorative laces on the wrist corsages..  

The thing tt reali touches me alot is last time i always had ideal type of proposal is when my hubby will kneel down infront of my frens and family to propose to me.. But my proposal on yr 2007 also very memorable..he knelt down in swensen..haa.. But on my actual day, after gate crashing, he reali bought me a DESTINEE wedding rings and knelt down infront of frens, families, his frens and put on the ring for me..he told me nt to lost the ring again..haha

I remember we still meet 1 day b4 our weddin which most ppl say bride and groom cant meet 1 day b4 weddin but we still meet..hehe..then afternoon time we parted.. once parted he went to buy me my vday gift which is my precious ring.. i nv expect him to buy me a gift on my wedding day.. then he still tell my parents he will take very gd care of me..reali very happy.. actually when i gt married on tt day..i reali feel very sad..cried few times..cuz after married, i need to take gd care of myself liao.. and my parents reali dotes on me alot.. bt nw they pass down the duties to my hubby liao..haha

Even my er jie say she felt touched and im reali blessed to have such a gd hubby..cuz er jie told me tt me and him already rom 1 yr ago and he can dun treat me so  nice de..bt he still treated me very nice..

Then last nite, my first nite stayin with inlaws.. we need to stay there 1 mth until our flat is ready..i kept crying..imagine i cried for nearly 2 hours.. cuz i reali miss my family alot and the thot of after marriage life reali scares me alot.. is like when im at hm, i can depend on parents..nw im married, i need to depend on him..bt he is always bz working hard for our future so i need to be abit independent also.. one day i will be a mother myself too.. i have gd inlaws bt i still feel so lost.. my hubby sayang, hug and console me alot..i noe i also make him very sad.. cuz he also missed his auntie alot.. Maybe 1st nite there is like tt de..hope i can adapt staying there

Happy new yr !! time reali flies.. i will be holding my customary weddingin 2 weeks time..super gan jiong..but my husband like no feelings de..haha..I’ve sent out my invitation cards to some of my frens, colls.. Will personally pass the cards to my relatives after exchanging of pin li which is this coming sunday.. feel reali happy and xinfu to have all these frens..needs to thanks my jie meis cuz they will be very bz on tt day, one of my fren whose exam falls on my wedding week, one of my guy fren who msg in my facebook ask me does i need any help from him and all my frens/colls who will attend my wedding on vday..Also wans to thanks those frens who left me comments in my frenster.. Oh ya i also need to thanks his relatives too.. always ask us do we need their help and hws our preparations going on etc..Hope u all will enjoy that nite
Nw i realise if preparations is done by one person, its very tiring.. lucky my husband helps me alot.. we will have our own thinking and conflicts will occur bt still my husband will talk to me in a nicer way.. But one big thing happen just recently..i dun wan to tink abt it again.. i will feel sad.. bt i knew that he dont mean it..cuz i knew that he love me more than himself..maybe he super stress cuz of weddin and work.. Still still im very happy to be his wife.. cuz he reali sayang me alot Some gers including myself will scare tt guys will change after marriage bt nw i can confirm that nt all guys will change..so gers no need to feel so scare ok..hehe..

After wedding, we will be moving to stay with his dad for ard 1 mth..But we will be collecting our hse keys soon..tink staying with his dad and family shd be ok cuz they treated me very nice.. i dun have bad inlaws..hehe..

Another 5 more mths will be my big day already..time reali flies.. Had attended few weddings recently and theres still few more to attend.. I reali feel very happy for all my frens.. All the best to them

I feel very happy cuz some of my frens volunteer to be in my JIE MEIS group..I knew they also feel very excited for me.. Reali reali xinfu to have them.. Bt not all of my frens are like my JIE MEIS.. Willingly to help me from the bottom of their heart.. And my big day falls on valentines day and they still willingly to help me.. Nw then i noe one of my fren is nt worth for me to contact.. I shall nt talk too much abt this fren..spoil my mood..hehe..

Just back from feng wedding..very loving wedding..Feng, have a blissful marriage..hehe

Today intend to blog cuz im so bored at hm.. My husband needs to work today.. Reached hm 7am… Soooo tired so i went to zzz until nw… hehe..

Actually time flies very fast..  I will be attending weddings on sept 7 and sept 14..After that i need to choose my indoor gowns for photo shooting.. I’ve already chosen my Actual Day gowns.. Then oct 03 and oct 19 weddings again then will be my Photo shootings (PS) on Oct 22nd.. Initially our PS will be in sept bt my guy nt free

I tink i will be quite busy with wedding preparations stuff ard oct.. Cuz we need to prepare our weddings in spore as well as in msia..after my weddin in spore, one week ltr will be held in msia.. Everytime we go town area, will walk past our hotel then i will feel very excited..hehe..

Nw i onli hope my flat can be ready b4 my wedding.. Will update more next time

Nw its already 1.50am and i just woke up cuz i slept quite early just nw.. My husband is zzz like a pig nw..haha..

9 more mths to 14 Feb 2009 which means my wedding day approaching soon..bt i reali hope my new hse will be ready b4 my wedding day

Actually i know my parents, especially my mum and my younger sis will be very sad bt very happy for me during that day.. My mum reali sayang me alot alot.. Everytime when i said im hungry, she will faster go market and buy food for me to bring to my office.. Even thou she was tired she still force herself to go down.. She knew me and my sisters loves to eat steam fish, she will always ask my father to steam for us when we reach hm.. She also knew i love to eat steam egg She knew i love to eat chilli crab althou i cant take seafood bt she always ask me whether i wan to eat..If yes she will cook for me..

I rem when i reach hm from work on thur, i went to the kitchen and saw fried egg and nt my steam egg..Then i ask my father where is my steam egg cuz my mum called me in the afternoon telling me that she cook my steam egg for me.. Then my father went to steam for me

Then both me and my er jie wants to eat those logan can food..When my father knows, he opens it , helping us to break bigger ice into smaller cubes and put inside the container for us..Once everything is ready, he told us to eat..

Our parents reali doted on us alot..Everytime it was ny father who wash our plates for us..I rem when we were young, my mum dun allow us to cook things cuz she says tt its dangerous..So until nw i blive all my sis and i dun even know hw to cook rice..

Everytime when my mum sayang my head, i knew that she will be very very sad cuz feb 14 is few mths away from nw..She always told me that she is very happy for me cause i reali married a gd guy..

Im those ger tt needs ppl to pamper..luckily i got my husband..He is also a very very nice guy..A guy tt can perform mani roles..He  also willing to accept tt i duno hw to cook, duno abt hsework etc..He accepted me as who i am..Sad to say that i had nv cook for him all these yrs.. gt once i cook maggiee mee for him bt noodle expands and very soft..So all the time he cooked for me..I knew that few yrs ltr, i will become a mummy myself so i reali cant rely on him like hw i relied on my parents.. bt till nw i rely on him alot..

Sat my husband waited for me inside my office till i knock off from work..I knew that he was very tired cuz he just knock off from work on tt day after 24 hrs of work..Reali feel happy and touched cuz after we gt married, he still willing to wait for me

Work place: very good coll and gd working environment

Home: gt my parents and my husband care and love..

Thats y my frens and er jie always tell me my msn nic always seems so happy..if my life remains as at nw, i will be happy forever..

im tired..gg to zzz liao..hehe,, gd nite

One of my close buddy told me she misses my blog..haha..So i shall blog my life after becoming a MRS for 3 mths, 1 day.. so far my mrs life still the same  leh..haha luckily its still the same..Everytime when he off, we will meet up, spend almost all our free time together, went to work together if he dun work so early etc..

I still remembered the day before and after my ROM, i cried.. i also duno y i cried cause maybe i heard mani hobbile stories abt guys becoming a monster after marriage etc..Maybe my husband had been very very nice, very tolerant over me for the past few yrs..and if he change, then it would be very scary..

B4 my rom, one of my coll, married for more thna 7 yrs told me tis..dun expect a guy to become better after marriage cuz its impossible..expect them to be abit worse after marriage.. I know my husband dun like me to listen to all these..ok i shall nt listen cause so far he is still a very nice husband..

Yday, i quarrelled with him..haha..Cause its fri nite, after work i feel like gg out..then when i reached his hse, i saw him playing games bt he nv neglected me..bt still i felt so angry and sad..Then he knew that im angry, he tried to make me laugh bt im reali very angry..im a petty ger ma..then  i told him y im so angry with him.. He told me at first he thot he can end the game b4 i reached bt they kept dying and also its a teamwork game, he cant leave the game until completed..Then he told me the reason y he nv bring me out to town areas is becuz everytime we went out, we spend money like water..We reali need to save up for our hse liao..He told me we reali no money liao.. Cuz everytime when bills come, he nv show me one lor..even my monthly hp bills i duno hw much.. Nw i will learn to be a thrifty wife

Then after the game, we walk to compasspoint..while walkin, i suddenly feel so sad..then i walk very fast..Then when bf reach, suddenly i cry again..we found a seat then he sayang me..So mani ppl saw me crying..so pai seh..i can hide my face while im crying cuase i can hide my face by leaning on his shoulders bt he cant.. I cried cuz i feel so guilty.. me always so unreasonable and he nv flare up before..

Then when i reached home, i ask him y i always quarrel with him, he wont quarrel back.. haha.. everytime i quarrel like quarrelling with myself..

On 12/04/08, we went to meet our interior designer cum renovator.. Like the simple design bt hor still no news on key collection yet.. sad hor.. We haven sign yet cuz husband wans to bring hm ask his dad for opinion first.. But most prob we will sign..hehe

Next week will be meetin our photo and videographer liao..excied

Finally, become a MRS on 12 Jan 08 officially.. On that day i felt so nervous bt very happy cuz i found a great husband.. Everything went on smoothly on that day.. Saw mani of my frens rushing down after work, after weddin lunch to attend my ceremony, i felt so touched.. I had received mani wonderful gifts from them..I can put them in my new hse after i gotten my keys..

Yday (25/01/08), i did a very terrible thing to my husband..I shall explain the whole incident..Fri, when i was abt to off work, i saw him still under online status in msn which means he is still at hm..At that time, i had a terrible stomach cramps..Felt so moody..I thot he dun wan to go bring me out..Then my cramps plus the thot of stayin at hm on a fri evening made me so sad..In the end i also duno y i went to block him..I tried to control my tears cuz im working..

I told my sis that i felt so sad cuz cannOT go out..then told my sis that i blocked him so that my tears wont drop..Then my sis went to sms him telling him that i blocked him in my msn..Bt i knew my sis meant nutting by telling him..i nv blame her at all..i even told my sis that i scare tt we will quarrel..I tink my husband was also puzzled y i suddenly blocked him in msn.. Bt i already told myself that i will tell him the truth..wont lie to him y i blocked him.. in a r/s, i cant accept lies from him so i cannot lie to him also..Then i tink he roughly can sense that y i blocked him..he explained to me that his auntie needs to go out and no one at home to look after his small niece..tts y he cant go out..I realised its my fault..Can get so angry and sad over nutting..reali so unreasonable

When i reached his hse, i thot he will scold me (althou he nv done at all all these yrs)..Bt i was wrong..he kept using the blanket to cover his face..Then i asked him y he covered his face..then he told me tt i dun wan to see him tts y he covered his face with blanket..haha..then i explained to him lor..he told me he was abt to go out meet me after work bt his aunt ask him look after niece as she needs to go out..Summore i had cramps so he thot i can rest at hm also..SEe he is actually a very caring guy..Bt everytime i  caused all these unnecessary probs..me very petty rite..In the end i felt so guilty tt i cried..Then he sayang me again..After tt he brought me to compasspoint to walk walk then rent a dvd to watch together.. After watching the show, we felt so tired so we zzz

I found a treasure..bt he found a shit like me.. Always suddenly lose my temper..suddenly black face..haiz..Poor guy..

I ever asked him few days after our marriage that have he regretted marrying me cuz im so petty and i always lose my temper..He told me that he can stand all these tts y he nv regretted marrying me..Everytime he treated me so nice, i will feel guilty..

Actually if fri, he dun feels like gg out, i also cant blame him cuz on thur nite he helped my mum settled her things.. imagine thur morning he knocked off from work after 24 hours shift work, then he went bowling with frens, after tt he went for his lesson until 10pm..Then still have to meet my mum at 11.40pm to settle her stuff..he helped her to settle everything until 2am..so if fri, he dun feels like gg out, i also cant blame him..Somemore sat he needs to work another 24 hrs..

Im reali a very fortunate ger..From now onwards, i will try to change my attitude..

Year 2007 had already ended..Welcome to 2008..hehe..2008 coming which means im getting married soon..Few more days to go..Nw my feelings is excited and very happy cuz i got him..haha..

I knew mani frens told me dun be so naive abt marriage..bt marriage life is a phase that everyone of us have to go thru..It also depends on luck..

Finally gotten my xmas gift from the States.. ITs a very long wait for me.. Finally received it during new yr eve.. No wonder everytime he was in a foul mood when the present haven delivered to his flat..Cuz he knew i will be very hapi and its a big surprise to me also..Actually i knew that the present was a bag on new yr eve morning b4 i went to work..Cuz i saw his email..Bt i nv expect that he actually got me the bag that i fancy alot..Cost him a hole in his pockets..haha.. Bt i reali appreciate all the efforts done..

Summore so unlucky that i lost my phone recently.. HE just bought me the phone in oct and i lost it..SO careless..My mum was so afraid that he will scold me.. When i told him this, we laugh together..Then one day, he met me during lunch..I thot he wanna pass me the sim card that he got for me after his work..WHo knows he come toegther with a pink hp, with porch and accessories.. Reali felt like a pampered princess.. Bt i will pay him back the hp money cuz its my fault tat i lost it..by few instalments ba.. I also lost all my contacts.. Hope my frens can sms me their number

Hope 2008 will bring me and everyone of my frens more luck..hehe

Year 2007 coming to an end soon..time reali flies..

So mani babies were born this yr..My bf cousin has just gave birth to a princess on 30th Sept, one of my ite fren also fren also gave birth to a princess ard end oct, my pretty, sexy coll had just given birth to a prince on Nov 2007..One of my malay coll will be due ard mid to end dec.. Everytime i saw my bf cousin princess, i dun reali dare to touch cuz i scare that i might hurt her..bt very cute and chubby.. haha

I always talk to my coll abt giving birth stuff cuz both of us were very afraid of PAIN..haha..when she sms me few hours ltr after her prince was born..i can feel the joy and happiness on her face..Im just an otusider bt inside my heart i already felt so happy for her..So i can imagine the happiness of her and especially her hubi..Everytime she will tell me her fear of gifing birth etc..Finally the period was over..Nw she can rest at home and take care of the wounds..I will become a MRS when i see her in 3 mths time..hehe..

Thur morning, bf send me to work..I went up office tap card in first  cuz i was abit late already then went breakfast with him at raffles place burger king..When i reached office, my incharge knew that i had breakfast with him and kept teasing me..haha..

Actually i reali enjoyed working in Samudera, especially outward dept.. Bt me still always pondering over the transferring issues..Kept tinking that i reali cant imagine im such a useless ger etc.. But since my boy preferred me to stay current dept cuz he knew that the dept is not stress at all and i felt happy workin there so i reject other dept its still worth it.. Bf ever told me if i change to stressful dept, he will get stress too cuz i feel stress..haha..then he still gt exam stress..ltr he double stress.. nvm happiness is still very impt compared to addtional pay rise if i changed dept Another advantage is that next time i will have more time for my kids.. Actually i love babies alot.. When i saw the sacrifices (scare pain, gain weight) that my coll made, suddenly i had the intention to be a mother if my bf career stablises in future after my wedding dinner, my honeymoon and my er jie shi jie life..Provided he must help me look after la..which i believe he will help me

haha cant imagine on thur bf asked me next time which method i wanna choose if im preg next time..guess its still early..nw i might say operation bt next time maybe natural birth leh..haha..WE just love to talk anything..Present stuff, rubbish stuff or future stuff.. By communicating openly and meeting up regularly will strengthen relationships.. Cuz its hard to hide any flaws from each other.. Still rem gt one time i wanna fart..haha..then i told him i wanna fart..he just ask me to fart loudly..bt farting infront of him, i will feel paisei one lor..afterall im a ger..

Like that time my bf told me some love stories abt his cousin.. e.g. long distance r/s sumtimes reali works..Thats call love.. Till nw all his cousins were happily married.. My da jie also happily married cuz sometimes i will chat msn with da jie fu Reali feel so happy for them.. I will be one too cuz i gt trust in him

Getting married soon..i realise i getting more and more unreasonable..I told my da jie fu abt this..He say maybe i wanna test my bf whether can he still stand my unreasonable attitude ornot..haha.. I tink no need test one lor..cuz all along he treated me so nice.. bt Da jie fu told me dun take things for granted and exceed the limit tolerance

Next week will be the start of his exams already..Last paper will ends on 10 Dec.. This week shall let him revise for the sake of our future..Cuz whenever im with him, he cant study de..Always wan tease and play with me..Shall nt disturb him anymore..haha.. He so stress this semester cuz he hope to get ACCA b4 his contract ends next yr end.. But i feels that he no need get so stress up one lor..next yr if our flat ready, he can study there.. His expectations on himself is too high.. Reali wan wish him, my da jie and those taking  up ACCA all the best..

Tink the next updates will be after my ROM Approaching soon..OMG i feel so nervous nw..haha.. Can see my frens on that day made me feel so hapi.. tink i invited ard 25 frens exclude my family members..hohoooo